I'm such an IDIOT!!!

something tat i never had done..
haizzzzzzzzzzzzz...
just wonder..
why did i do it...
seriously an idiot..
now..
i think..
2 ppl hate me for life edi..
they wont even forgive me..
for sure..
seriously idiotic..
how can i forgive myself..
Y!!..
WAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WIT U ADWIN..
i think im crazy..
stupid..
fuking idiot..
haizzz..
seriously..
duno why did i do it..
i thought it was a joke..
ended up losing not 1 but 2 great frens..
=(
fuckin idiot..
hate myself..
FARK!!!
seriously cannot forgive myself edi..
someone kill me?
or hit me till i bleed..
wat ever it is..
i don;t care..
i just wanna go back..
wish i can reverse the time..
b4 i say it..
haizzzzz..
KILL ME PLS GOD!!
PLS!!!