SORRY!!

life goes on...
am really sorry for the things i did...
haizz..
wat am i to u??
wat am i to the world..
am i really a bad person??
i just feel bad for the thing that i just did...
its lik..
suddenly..
ppl starts to think of me..
as a bad person...
someone who has no feelings...
i knw i sucked..
i admit it..
call me anything..
its just..
i never had experience in all this b4..
17 years of my life..
tis was my really first bad year..
lot of hurtful stuffs happen..
i just dun wanna hurt ppl..
i knw how it feels being hurt...
its lik there is a burning sensation in ur heart...
or the feel lik u wanna tear open the heart...
there is something tingling inside rite??
maybe most of us experience it...
that y..
i have to..
after i felt it..
i never really wanted anyone to b hurt..
i mean the ppl tat i knw...
its lik..
im trying my best to make them happy...
smile for them..
u knw..
trying every way pssible to not get them hurt...
so
i dont knw how many ppl thinks that im bad or not..
i just hope i wont b judge that way...

BAD stuffs ppl will say it out loud and remember it...
but GOOD deeds ppl wont really talk much bout it rite??
so
i guess this is human nature??
hopefully it will not last ...