Emotions Killing me!

Somehow...
i feel lonely...
seeing other ppl so happy and all wit their frens and me being at home witout anyone ajaking me.

somehow
i feel were not getting close..
were going further apart...

somehow...
i feel confused...
thinking u goin out wit them and never gonna go out wit me...

somehow...
i need u to tell me things...
i want to listen to someone and letting them listen to me..

somehow..
i feel heartache..
thinking bout it makes my heart hurt
every heart beat goin faster and faster

somehow..
i feel i cnt breathe
think bout those stuffs that are goin through my mind..

somehow..
i need a new buddy..
someone who can b close wit me?telling me the truth and sharing problems..

somehow..
i feel lik disappearing from this world...
thinking it's not meant for me to live...

somehow...
i need someone in my life..
someone special that is the right one for me...

somehow...
hangin out wit u all..
makes me feel better...

somehow...
i don't feel lik staying in klang...
can't go yum cha in the nite..
unable hanging out wit buddies at mamaks stalls or kopitiam..
due to distance..

somehow..
i feel lik being a rockstar..
but i cant sing..
and never will...

somehow
i feel lik being stinking rich..
but i don't think i can...

somehow...
i feel there is hope between us...
loving u is never wrong...
just dun knw izzit the right decision..

somehow..
i wish someone or something show me a sign
i want to knw something..
someone or who ever will make my life cheerful

AK
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